Woohoo!

I think I've finally drilled it into his head, that I get time to post things. This of course after minimal posting at Displaced Californian, and a general appearance of apathy here. I assure you this is not the case. We share this infernal box for the time being. Lately the weather, politics, his forum addiction, and beefing up security as there is a nasty new virus out there. Those of you wno know me, please stop scratching your heads. Even our "time machine" looking computer with it's uber security can indeed be breached. Also there is the usual life stuff drama. More to come, yes, I mean it this time!

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I seem to lack the impetus these days to do just about anything beyond robotics. I find myself going through the motions for the better part of the day. It seems the only time I am alive anymore is when in direct human contact with another. And even then I'm so old, I swear it takes the first five minutes of a conversation, in person or otherwise, to "warm up" so to speak.
I keep finding myself lost in retreat in the far recesses of my mind. It seems especially rampant when the boy genius is down for a nap. The stranger thing by far though, has to be that I can't seem to meditate to save my life. Whilst I keep locating myself in an incredibly lucid waking dream, or somewhere in the vast reaches of my imagination, I can't seem to, um, do it on purpose anymore, if that makes any kind of sense. I no longer possess the capability to clear my mind of my own volition, it seems. Rather, it clears itself whenever it feels it necessary I suppose. Probably another apparent point considering the haphazard manner in which I have let myself fall into posting.

2009...yay and stuff.

Happy 2009 fuckers!!! I can say that, nobody reads this, save for my other personalities. And of course the BFF. I think maybe though, she is the only one able to read it, as I am not even totally sure that my other selves can read, let alone in English. Hey I know, let's veer off the original path...oh wait. So yeah, the 2009 plan for this particular blogging experiment, is...(drum roll please), to actually post regularly, and with some semblance of structure. (Not too much). A little less procrastination and a lot more confidence. I say this because I realized that a lot of what I wanted to say, I was keeping to myself as to not "rock the boat", so to speak. So yeah, this blog is my foray into random, I should take advantage of that... oh look a bunny.